Missing the Magic


I have been back in my home country, Australia for exactly one month after living in America for over a year. And to my surprise, I am missing America and Disney A LOT more than I had intended. Now I knew I would miss my life in the USA. I made so many memories and friends and it was a defining year in my life overall. I learnt more responsibility, more about who I am and what I want in life. It gave me a chance to be more independent than I had ever been in the past and I loved it. And now I am missing it, so much.


Going from living in another country and out of my parents home was amazing, and whilst they helped me A BUTT TON whilst I was overseas, it was nice to have the freedom to do what I wanted when. I wanted to.

I still have that freedom now, I just feel a more restricted. For example, a week or so ago went out with a friend and had intended on coming back home that night, my friend and I were having so much fun and it got late that I just crashed at there, no big deal right? Its, something I would do in the USA. However the next morning I had texts from concerned parents wondering where I was. I know its out of concern and love, it's just something I had not thought about for a year because it didn't matter if I didnt come home that night because it didnt really matter to the rest of my household. And don't get me wrong, it means a lot they care. it's just not what I was expecting when I returned home.


I guess in a nutshell, I know I want to move out of home soon, one because I think I am just ready to move on and be full independence. I just don't know if I want to move out and still live here in Aus or move back to the USA and back to Disney. I know it won't be the same if I go back because my friends have left and then I face the issue of if I will be disappointed that its what I remember? also HOW would I move back, Visas seem to be hard to come by for the USA unless I marry someone or am literally the ONLY person in the world who can do a particular job. There are green card lotteries but I dont want to become a US citizen, I love being Austrlaian and would never want to give that up, I just want to live in America.


There are so many things I am still figuring out and I wish there was a quick and easy way to sort it all out. what would you do in this situation? Would you find a way to get back to Disney? Move out of home ASAP or wait and save? I know the answers will come to me in time. until then I am looking for a job and working on this blog and my youtube channel and going from there.

See you next week,

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